goodbye 2010

you were the craziest year of my life by far!!!!

god i only have a few hours left of this year and i have nothing to wear!!!!!!!!!!! and i'm sitting in my cold room alone blogging!!!!!!!!!!

regret regret

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constant state of nausea

nerves?

welp

just got another credit card. god rest my soul.

barf.

now i feel really terrible. i think i need to go buy a 40ozzzzzzzzzzz. poor sad and jerky.

dates

asked on a date by one of the dude friends. not happy about this AT ALL.

holy dude friends!

i'm so excited that i basically have 2 really awesome new dude friends. i think my life is going to improve a lot. i'm really proud of myself for putting myself out there. now, i basically have to go a month without spending ANY money. already screwed up today... :(:(:(:(

2011

i'm talking about CHRISTMAS 2011.

this is my wishlist:
-go home for a week
-be able to buy presents for everyone i love
-twinkly lights

or maybe these can be my new years resolutions or something. this past years been CRAZY i hope 2011 is stable and smart. good luck kathleen you'll need it

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freak i love christmas and singing and decorationz. if i don't join a choir soon i'll just die.

unemployment

i'm a little nervous for my roommates to come home and find that i've lost my job, but i'm just havin' a good time hanging out in my underwear blasting the 400 christmas carols i downloaded today and making millions of paper chains to hang under the black light i bought for halloween. i made a tree out of a string of lights under the black light so like the black light is the star. well they might hate it but i'm the only one who's gonna be here on christmas so whatever. also i might spend my $10 duane reade gift card on harpoon winter warmer. beer>food. i had a dream about it last night, so i guess it must come to be!

sunlight

from 1:30-2:30, the sun shines on a shiny building across the street and reflects sunlight into my bedroom. if i'm home for it, it's my favorite part of day.

DEAR UNIVERSE,

GIVE ME SOMETHING GOOD TODAY.

you know what i'm talking about.