Tuesday, May 12, 2009

what a beautiful day!!!!!!

so, now i have two jobs. and i think i'm getting a third even MORE embarrassing job. but whatever because i hate being broke and i hate when i'm not busy. i can't wait until i can afford daily starbucks again which will make my busy days really great.

i pretty much think 3 years without a boyfriend is a record for anybody and i can't figure myself out. if i'm closed off to it or too independent or picky? it's so weird that it's probably my fault because i'm also quite lonely. i just want to watch movies and go for walks and forget everyone else. i'm tired of being on the receiving end of the forgetting.

one thing is for sure, i would never ever put up with a boyfriend who doesn't like my friends. or make excuses. or not invite my friends somewhere because my boyfriend is coming. or not say bye because i'm with my boyfriend.

i think i'm going to go sun myself for an hour, go to the grocery where i will also buy bleach because it's cat pee cleanup time. like my landlord doesn't hate me enough already. I CANT GET RID OF MY CATS. they are too small and soft. does anybody want to watch poltergeist with me????

ohhhhh on top of everything else right now i have a raging cold. UGH. good thing i have baby packs of kleenex.

1 comment:

Kate Hutson said...

i'll watch it! I starred in that movie as a child!