uhhhhhhhh

this was just too embarrassing to post anywhere else and probably here but just too much happened yesterday.

first of all waking up and checking my email to find out that i get to live at 802 hamlet omg which is awesome because the place is awesome and even more awesome because I FINALLY HAVE A HOME and can think about all the things i've been WANTING to think about for forever like wall stencils and lighting and pots and pans and couches and it's all so overwhelmingly goood!

so i mean, start to a great day, clearly

then i work at the happy greek day 2 and even if i'm lame for returning i'm just so happy to be making money and feeling comfortable and thank goddddd things aren't weirdddd and thank god mo remembers how to play rock paper scissors

so on my small break i'm driving around grandview lost trying to find panera and of course i get a speeding ticket and OF COURSE i have to go to court next tuesday and probably jail (probably not)

then back to work where i make less money than i would want to but i guess it's only tuesday and then i get off and change and go to ravari room to celebrate AND try to forget about my new ticket, so OBVIOUSLY for the stupidest reasons ever i am able to get myself BANNED from ravari room and hounddogs and waste my time complaining to cops

i'm sooooo tired of having things to complain about and seeming negative but i really can't help feeling sorry for myself sometimes when really bad things happen every day and i can't even have one successfully good normal day

at least i finally sang karaoke and everybody fell in love with me

and anyway the thing is, is that ravari room is stupid and i don't even careeee