rabies

yeah, i'm pretty sure i have rabies now

i hate girltalk
i hate losing everything
i hate nightmares
i hate blogging

is this bad?

i think i'm coming to the realization that pop r&b-type music seriously might be my favorite. i get the biggest cravings for k-ci and jojo, and joe, and ginuwine. crrrrinnnngggggeee. i also think that i have unfortunately influenced my sister in the same way. poor girl. i think she actually thinks it's appropriate to like this music, a lot.

also that i like pictures where hands look really big. and i like big hands, i think it's because mine are pretty big (but still girly). if your hands are smaller than mine, sucks.

also i want to know where everyone finds the cool stuff they post on their blog because i want to buy it all. and all i have to blog about is indecision and big hands and crappy music and daily food adventures and the newest party i'm throwing.

REGRET REGRET REGRET

this is what was going round-n-round in my head last night as i layed in bed:


mass amounts of food from the happy creep burning my body and trying to explode through my ears, regrets including:

-falafel and feta salata pita breakfast
-nutty perogie number two, three, four, and five
-cup of coffee number four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, lost count
-hummunisti and kopaziki twice (2 more pitas, 400 more cals)
-bite of gross baklava
-birthday pastitsio that was pretty cold (even though it had a heart on it)
-the last of jenna's spicy chicken sandwich
-big azz margarita

not including:
-cup off coffee number one, two and three
-nutty perogie number one
-broken banana half
-birthday tini


FOOOOOOOOOOD tomorrow i'm going to be fat and 22