BOO!!!!!

it's halloweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen bitchez!!!!!!!

soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo lazy

this has been the laziest week. i'm working a lot, but other than work i'm just laying in bed. must. clean. room.

in other news i think today or tomorrow my last credit card payment will be payed and i'm officially free of the dreaded thing! reason for celebration!!!! also i'm cooking up some plans to make a big move in the spring. tentatively.

got to fit in e.s. tonight. i hope i didn't wake kaile up with my crying... oh i want to cry all night

i feel really weird and not really tired and a little lonely and sad and i'm wanting to watch eternal sunshine right now but i guess it's almost 3 am and i should just try to sleep. also, i miss singing.

WHAT

most fun mom weekend ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! loving the beatles even more forever. thinking of starting an obsession. so unoriginal. today i got a fern and 3 old map posters and gypsy witch playing cards. not so bad.

thing i need/want/can't get because waiting tables is unreliable

i miss being rich a couple months ago. now i'm poor poor pooooor. i still like to think about things i can one day afford like:

a new jacket
new jeans
boots galore
new hair
a platform bed
cowhide rug
navajo print rug
things like dreamcatchers and plants
mucho halloween decs
trips home
trips elsewhere
a new digi cam
a holga too
hair tools like blowdryers and irons
yoga
concerts
doctors appointments
a banjo
banjo lessons
bug ol' chunky scarves
oxfords