cheesy

i'm so unbelievably happy. i feel like my face hurts from being in a constant smile. i can't wait to move into my new apartment in a week, i can't wait for summer, i can't wait to meet a million more new interesting people, i can't wait to travel! i love my friends. every day here is like a vacation, amazing food, amazing (window) shopping, then you look up and you're surrounded by amazing buildings and art and people from all over the world! just so much to see and experience, my head is swimming.

tired tired tired

man, i gotta do stuff, but quite frankly my feet hurt from working non-stop for the past six days and walking everywhere and up and down these steps. i need better shoes! can't afford better anything, yet. so i'll just stay horizontal for maybe another ten minutes.

today i'm going to james' birthday party and i'm really nervous. i wonder how the kids will treat me but i hope it's just lovingly like i imagine. i'm more nervous about seeing jessica and larry and also about what to wear. ugh. at least things are going well enough for me that i won't be embarrassed to talk about myself.

the LEASE! hopefully monday i am signing a lease for the most beautiful best apartment in the whole wide world. it has the best rooftop view in williamsburg which means my summer will consist of bathing suits, mini-bbqs with hotdogs, sparklers, brewskies, popsicles, laying out, jamz, and all while overlooking pretty pretty manhattan and all the bridges and just everything being perfect, i imagine. probably about to commence the best summer of my life.

especially if working with rachel really works out and i make big big big money like i'm hoping to! i'm so excited to be relatively comfortable money-wise living in nyc! amaze.

as soon as operation new-apartment is underway i can concentrate (finally) on hair-doin'!!!! wow it looks nice outside and it was supposed to rain. that's enough to motivate me to get moving i suppose so that's all for now.