fun squid

i miss fun squad and i miss fun but i have to keep reminding myself it's just february and that is february.

my hair is getting lighter all on it's own it seriously knows me. it's day three without washing and it looks FANTASTIC. i think it's from brushing before going to bed. if you want a new good hair tip it's brush your hair before you go to bed. love, your hairstylist.

speaking of hairstylist stuff i can tell that i'm going to start my portfolio very soon. i have a lot of good things coming up and did i mention i'm practically a fashion designer too? did i mention that i found a girl on craigslist who is going to let me color her hair plum and dusty antique rose and make fairy braids? this is probably a dream come true. i'm getting so un-depressed at the thought that i might even clean my room and do laundry today and i MIGHT even work out! these are things i can't do when i'm depressed which is why in february i'm usually fat and live in filth. okay filth is taking it a little too far but let's just say febreeze has been my best friend.

i am excited for vacation it's a month away. we should get more best friend trinkets. i'm pretty sure when i get my happy greek paycheck this week i'm going to buy at least one pair of shoes from dolce vita. now that bonita spring is so close sunshine grilling and margaritas seems a little more real and a little less fantasy. today i bought things like pomegranate juice and celery sticks in the hopes that my arms will be a little smaller when i'm traipsing around in a teeny bikini. but my camera hasn't worked for practically a year so really who cares???? it's good timing really.

oh my god i wish you could see my cats right now. i wish i knew if martha dre was a boy or girl.

fuck i don't know which record to buy next. they sell lily allen at used kids and i think i just want it because it looks cool and pink and might be kind of cheerful?

and i am out of inspiring animal-inspired jewelry. i'm tired of everything. give me a snake shaped ring or a chunkier bangle. give me tiny antique framed mirrors, they seriously start at $50 on ebay, i'm so confused. actually i'm about to head to the thrift store...

yup

breakfast hunger past noon

i love sleeping in and sitting around until 1 when i want breakfast so bad i might just fall over and die. i think the only thing i can make is peanut butter toast. but hey, i'm not complaining. i'll probably make three slices.

this weather sucks it's the absolute worst. it's freezing and dreary and months away from warmth and sunshine. i don't want to live in columbus next winter. i don't want to work out, i don't want to clean my room, i don't want to beg people to be my clients. i just want to lay in my bed and eat breakfast and sleep with my cats.

i have 8 million outfits planned for spring but i have no dollars. this is going to be impossible and depressing but i will still love warm sunny weather even if i have to just wear the same thing every day. i forgot about my summer jumper and i just can't waitttt to feel like that again! jumper and bathing suit. hotdogs for breakfast lunch and dinner. pushups for dessert.

i'm starving
i hate bras
my hair is getting REALLY long